The Meaning of Us

They were really such trivial things
And yet those tiny fragments rained sown upon me
Casting a shadow across my heart
They piled up and up until I could bear them no longer
     I let out a pained cry as the cracks spread
     I almost can't hold back these feelings
     But I keep on believing
     That is surely because of how earnest my feelings are for you
I never before realized how much dreams and reality differ
I know that I've got to do it
But it's like you are so near, yet so far
Do you really not care?
     I know
     You really are kind to everyone
     That's exactly why
     That's why I chose to take your hand
I want you all to myself
I never want to leave you
These feelings eat away at my heart
Whenever I think of you
     You are so close to me, but it feels like
     You're the person furthest away from me in the world
Whenever you're not here
I doubt even your feelings
Wondering if it's okay to stay like this
     How stupid I have been
     How many times have I been saved by you
     There's so many things I want to talk to you about
     I LOVE YOU

Round and Round a World Filled with You

What always raises my temperature is

Your existence
Your warmth
     What can I do?
     Once again
     The place where I was touched becomes hot
     My heart-beat quickens, my chest starts to hurts
I can feel your heat
My temperature rises, my heart beats faster
My emotions start to overflow
And won't stop
     My overflowing emotions are scooped up and returned many times over
     I'm touched, my heart races
     And just like that, the world become filled with only you
     And I revolve round and round

Autumn In Paris

Everytime I'm here, I know what I have to say
Curiosity builds up inside me for each passing days
Mistake from past that I bear on shoulder
From heavy sin that been done by mother


Out of 4 seasons, I hate autumn for the worst
But when I met you, I thought it worth the cost
Not even once I believe in what they called fate
But you and I seems you be bound by red thread


After all the time I spent with you altogether
We found ourselves fell for each other
When I realize you're the only one I need in my life
Harsh reality told me you're the only one I can't have


How can the other expect me to overcome this?
How can people ask me to become strong?
How can I live like nothing change in my life?


When all I found inside is love for you
When all I know is just all about you
When all I try to do is just to get rid of you

Final Jam!!!!!!

Guaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Akhirnya selesai jugaaaaaa!!!!! Ukh... 1 minggu yang sangat melelahkan T-T. Ujian oh ujian, kenapa harus ada ujian? Ngeselin ati aja sih! Yah...pokoknya selese! Mapel yang dah ketauan remidi: MAFIA alias MAtematika, FIsika, kimiA.

Ahahahahahaha.... dari dulu tuh mapel always di daftar teratas remidi gue. Ga tau dari jaman kapan deh, only God knows how long, setia banget mereka ;p Yang pasti gue bebas! Ga usah mikir ujian lagi! Ga usah belajar lagi! *whisper*padahal sih kagak pernah...khu khu khu khu...*dilempar laptop ma Nekoyasha*. "Duh! Jangan lempar2 laptop dong, sayang laptopnya! Mahal tau!" says Arthurakabuterimon.

Hmmm..... bingung mo nulis paan lagi. Gitu aja dulu deh! See you on next entry. Ja ne! 

Gila-Gilaan!!!

Duh!!!! Magang tinggal 6 minggu lagi tapi rasanya lama banget *sigh* Yah tapi nyantai, berkat nih anak-anak, tiada sehari pun terlewat tanpa ketawa ngakak!! Kukenalin dulu. Dari kiri, satu-satunya cewek, nicknamenya Icha. Yang di tengah, paling besar sendiri di antara kita, nicknamenya Bang Sat (Manggil pake nicknamenya harus tahu tempat, jangan sampai dikira ngomong ga sopan. Ntar dimarahin lagi T-T). Yang kanan, si Harry Potter Biggest Fan (sampe-sampe nganggap dirinya Daniel Radcliff), nicknamenya Dedek. 

FYI nama mereka di contactku tuh Breve, Lazzarone, ma Fratello. Sampe-sampe biar gampang buat contact ma mereka, speed dial di hpku mereka semua (kecuali keluarga tercinta dong. I love my family!). Plus tambahan 1 anak, si Windbender, nicknamenya Kelank (ga tau tuh nickname asalnya dari mana ?-|). Di cantact hpku namanya Vento. Yang tahu bahasa Italy pasti tahu artinya dong... Nih photos diambil selesai dinner bareng di warung Mak'e. Dipanggil gitu coz senpai2 di tempat magang juga manggil gitu. Berlokasi di trotoar jalan Gedongombo (kalo g salah ;-p).

Nah, yang ini di depan toko pemilik kos-kosannya senpaiku di tempat magang sekaligus alumni sekolah plus onee-san no tomodachi. Nicknamenya Mbak Mei-Mei, buat yang kenal waktu di sekolah dulu pasti tahu lah... Tapi nicknamenya di tempat kami magang beda lagi. Cewek yang ngaku tunangannya Yunho ini, nicknamenya rubah jadi Mbak Rara. Aku awalnya sering lupa, keceplosan manggil Mbak Mei-Mei, so langsung diingetin ma temen-temen.

Udah ah gitu aja report kali ini. Tanganku capek ngetik. See you on another occasion, buddies!!!

Daughter of Evil Tribute

After I made you cry

Now I have to say goodbye

To you who took my place

When they finally invade the palace

     It's my fault to break our vow

     And made you to bow so low

     Asked you to do my selfish request

     That hurts you so much until you cries

Finally the time has come

Make me realize that you'll be gone

And with the echo sound of church bell

I know it's time to say farewell

Dedicated to: Kagamine Rin Aku no Musume""

QQ Ganti Baju

Untuk melindungi nama baik, sebut saja anak ini QQ. Ini foto diambil sama temenku waktu kameranya kutinggal di mushola. Waktu itu memang saatnya buat anak-anak ganti baju setelah selesai PE class. Anak2 yang sudah selesai ganti baju duluan iseng nge-foto anak2 yang lagi ganti seragam. Waktu anak2 ngembaliin kameraku tahu2 da ni foto, sekalian aja ku-upload di sini :-P